An Exception To The Annoying Rule

I have never been like this before, with a guy that I just met. I used to have these standards when it comes to men. And usually they are being met. When it came to C, it seemed like all those standards were put into garbage. I was like, I love him. So what? A friend once told me that when you set up rules and there’s this one person that is off the hook, HE is special. 


An exception to the rule.

So C started texting me in times I least expected. I told him not to because I would very much like to move on and get over him. He obeyed. I never told him that I knew about his girlfriend thing already. But my mind was battling with my heart. There are times that I will type messages on my phone for him but later will be deleted because I was stopping myself. I was crazy. I became bitter. I thought for a moment there that one thing to end what I was feeling was to concentrate and think all about his wrong doings and overlook and forget the good memories. You know what? I was very good at it. Especially the bitter part ;)