It’s so much better without you..” - goes Ashley Tishdale with one of her songs.
It’s funny how I associated this song back then with my past ex-boyfriend. Now, here I am singing this song over and over again inside my head with the recent one. The last weeks were hell for me. There were so much revelations, controversies and LIES. Too much for me to handle. I never thought that I will get over everything in a span of two weeks all in all. Well, I’m not really over it. My friends contributed a lot in my grieving process, Without them, I would definitely lose my mind.
I decided to not have a connection with him anymore, I realized that I really have no more reason to, I'll just make myself sick of what I will find out. I know I can get through this, I wake up everyday with less pain and anger, I know this is a good start.
Most of the time, I think about what happened to me as a lesson. Maybe God has better plans for me, and maybe, He made me see what I really had to see. Something between the lines of fate and destiny which I had never laid my eyes on. And MAYBE, our relationship is not really meant to last because SOMEONE has got to step in, making me realize why it never worked out with anyone else :)
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