I Didn’t Know I Was Looking For Love

Do you ever feel like someone, out there has been destined to you? That eventually the two of you will meet at crossroads and then just at that moment that you will realize that both of you belongs to each other? Do you believe that at some point in life, without doing anything, you will meet your one true love, the one that is your soul mate and then live happily ever after? That you two are destined to be together?

I don’t.

I personally don’t believe in destiny. I believe in effort. That if you just stand there and then wait for a knight in shining armor to rescue you away from distress, you will just bulge your eyeballs out from waiting. For me, finding the so called, “perfect one” needs hard work. I mean, if you’re just at home watching TV and eating ice cream won’t let you get any. Who knows, someone out there, is waiting for you. Frantic to meet you. But then you were too busy to finish the season 1 series of Vampire Diaries, so the two of you never meet up. Ever. So my point is, you have to get out more, do something outside more, and spend nights out more to find your guy. And not doing those will not give you any. That WAS my belief.

And then I met him. The one I never thought I wouldn’t last a day without. The one who will bring out the best in me. The one who will push me into doing good but knows how and when to have fun when the situation calls for it. The one who will boost your confidence against the unknown in the wee hours of the night to get downstairs to get yourself something to eat. The one who changed my point of view on the subject of destiny. :)

At first I never thought that we would come to this. Back then, I just saw him as my schoolmate, a friend’s brother, and something else. Something that is embarrassing.  I myself had reconsidered it twenty times if I really had to put that thought here. But I have decided that I am not ready yet to put them into words, nor I’m not promising that eventually I will write up about it. But I’m telling you that he’s not some guy that was just released from prison or got involved in a gang rape or something else like that! Haha :D he’s a good guy. He’s the one you can count on everything and is worthy of your trust. I can say that every minute I spend with him, I feel that I am protected from harm.

Everything just feels right around him. He may be a pain in the ass at times, but I sure can’t end the day without hearing something from him. He made it certain that I will look for his presence from time to time. How he’s doing it, I do not know, but he’s doing it well. I know that I told myself that I should not commit to a relationship now, but I think there’s no harm in trying, and that I see him as a “keeper”. These butterflies in my stomach were the ones he left to me since day one. Now, let us see where these annoying creatures will take us. I found him when I didn’t know that I was looking for love. Maybe all of these happened for a reason. And hey, maybe all this time, I do believe in destiny after all. :)