Dream

It’s been three nights in a row that I have been dreaming about torpe boy. I don’t know why I can’t seem to get him off my subconscious mind. Last night in my dream, I keep saying to him these lines, “binabalikan naman kita eh..” the scene was, we were inside his car and I was on the passenger side, we seemed very serious about what we’re talking about and I don’t really know what that meant. It’s been three days after waking up that gets me in disbelief knowing that “it” has happened again. I find it weird given that I can swear that before that night, surely he wasn’t what I was thinking about. Last night I was SURE that I was having problems about the quiz for tomorrow and that how I will be studying for it because I cannot comprehend my handwriting on my latest lecture notes.

The dreaming is now getting into my nerves, I am the type of the person that once I have dreamt of a “worth remembering” dream, that day, all of it will be imprinted on my mind, eventually taking over me. The scene, the talking, the person. All of it. And now I am blogging it with a ReoSpeedwagon’s Can’t fight this feeling anymore song in the background.

Maybe I am missing him. I am missing how we’ve been. How we’re inseparable and how back then, a day wouldn’t last without seeing each other. After seeing him perform in the Mr. And Ms. Nursing Talent Show, he invaded my mind. After he sang that song (which occurred to me that he was singing that song for just only me, disregarding the audience. Haha!) My feelings towards him are brought back like a memory. Maybe that’s the reason why I keep dreaming about him. Every time this happens, I don’t really know If I am supposed to be happy or not, It’s making my head hurt.

And now, I don’t really know what to do about this dream.. and to Him.