BIZARRE.

You have been in love, been fallen out of love, and then eventually, be in love all over again. With that three experienced ALL in the same person is quite ordinary, a bizarre, freakishly boring love story.

Girl falls in love with boy, boy doesn’t (or just doesn’t show) girl thought that boy doesn’t feel the same way as her, and that she self-pities, girl moves on. After some time, girl finds out that boy is in love with her. Girl feels guilty about not feeling the same way towards him, she searched if there are feelings left, girl finds nothing. By that notion, Boy moves on, girl too. At some point in time, both will be happy not with each other but with other persons. Suddenly, something will happen that will bring boy and girl together, girl will realize how boy have been ‘good for her’. Girl realized that she is again in love with this boy. But boy doesn’t anymore. He has moved on. He does not feel a thing towards girl anymore. Girl breaks down, feels guilty about her being stupid letting him loose back then when he’s already in love with her. She realized that if only she felt the same way when boy is in love with her, they would have been happy together, loving each other.

Why is there always someone getting hurt? Why don’t two people love each other at the same time, with the same level of love towards each other? Why is it that the other will love the other one less or more than the other one does? Why can’t the two feelings meet at the middle, where both of them feel the same way with each other? Why does love always call for hard work? Is there any shortcut to love, to somehow manipulate your emotions to feel what you want to feel for a certain person? Maybe the reason why there are just certain people that God permits us to be acquainted with is to just meet them. Not meant to stay with our lives longer than what we are expecting. Whatever their real purpose may be, we still don’t know.