Where Books Take Me

I figured that most of my posts were too long to be enjoyed reading, even I get bored just re-reading it. :D so now I will try to write as short as possible but with thought, meaning and substance. So here goes.

As I dig my head on what to write tonight, I found myself staring at my thick, heavy books. It got me thinking that I was already in my fourth year in college and they still looked as if they were just bought yesterday. I dared myself to try remembering a certain topic I can say about it but I just can't. And that thought alarmed me. 

Tonight will be the last day of my sembreak, and is the last sembreak that I will ever have. I have tried considering going out but then I decided to just hang out in the house and let my last day-off away from stressful surroundings and crowded places. So. last semester huh, thinking of it makes me just as nervous as a child being away from her mother. It’s just, it is so frightening knowing that 6 months from now I will be graduating *fingers crossed* and then if ever I was fortunate enough, will pass my board exams. No more childish stuffs from now on. It’s time to get serious and focused. I have to have that TUNNEL VIEW, at the end of it is myself holding my diploma and a newspaper with my name included in a list of students who passed the board exams. I won't look left or right, just through. I won't let the temptations and pulls get me.

So this semester will have to be a good one and I promise to study even more. I know my study habits have changed since I became a college student so I have to work HARDER. I have to spend less time on facebook, twitter, tumblr and hopefully here on blogger. And spend more time with my “seemingly” new books, I know they will take me places if I just start to love them and befriend them. And then I will try my very best to not get out and often and waste time on less important stuff than school. I will not PROCRASTINATE anymore. If things are better have to be done at a given time, they’d better be. I have to have a positive outlook on my studies. I will find myself an inspiration. Whatever or whoever that inspiration might be, we will soon find out. And it better be a pushing, persuading and driving one, in a positive way :)

Six months from now, I’ll get back to this post to see if these goals were met. =)